loving you was just all i was trying to do

i think im quite a good actor. like i can hide my emotions pretty well if i want to. and its good cause then people wont ask are you okay.. are you okay cause sometimes it make things worst. but i feel like a balloon about to burst just cause i hold it in. plus i have no one to talk to cause the ones i trust are proably sick of listening and the others are not very good listeners. honestly i dont think there are many good listeners i know like those damn good ones. the best one i knew was mon. too bad we drifted. oh well..

maybe this will help http://stress.about.com/od/relationships/ht/howtolisten.htm

Take a look at me now

A child is born into innocence, pulled towards good. Then how so did some of us turn out so terribly wrong. Some choose the dark, some choose the light. is it will. is it destiny. can we ever understand the force, that shapes the soul.

-Dr Suresh
hahaha!


isnt life boring..

The concept fan

a question is always a powerful tool. before you begin to solve a problem always take one step back to see a bigger picture then find ways to solve it. the best is if you go to the root cause and nip it at the bud.

went to st james today it was a night mare, guys everywhere dressing alike and they were all bengs! it was like poly x10. can't wait to be 18, then i can go to real parties. too bad the police doesnt count maturity or i'd be 21.

you're still trying to hard..


i cant just sit there and talk to you like i dont love you anymore cause i still do. and that is my root cause

how sia

no one understands, seriously. they think they do but they only understand something like it but not totally. i thought it was over but its coming back. somethings wrong. i need an emo talk with wee and jourdan right away

i shall continue my blog since im so lonely at home and theres nothing to do. :D

you need some direction

you've been living with a shadow overhead
you've been sleeping with a cloud above your bed
you've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, you just cant seem to move on

watching the sunset in the east

i stayed at dennis's hose house last week. we played lan supper taunt at the park and stole our next day's lunch at shop and save.. it was so fucking easy to kope la the was no body there and there were only like a few cameras. haha

our lunch box

biazrre love triangle. erh plus dennis hahahaha

i went to east coast with the intention to see the sunset, to realise the sun sets in the west. feel damn gooood. it was damn fun la. i went with chua dennis ligang val. val was like concentraing damn hard to ride a bike. so cute..

A fairytale fantacy

Wonder if you ever see me
Wonder if you know Im there
If you looked in my eyes would you see whats inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
To take the courage to say how much I love you