love ya!

i realised i need my friends alot when im feeling down. they're always there for me. ESPECIALLY JASPER!!!!!! wahahah

just let it go

now you're in second place with too many second chances

you love me alot
you hate to see me sad
you really need me

all these things you tell me, but your actions show no where close to them. time and time again you tell me these things and i believe you but i'll be disappointed. all along people tell me that i deserve better and you're not the one for me but i always thought they didnt know how we once felt. but now, i think they are all right.

that night i didnt dance with anyone cause i thought maybe you might feel weird or unhappy but the way you will be that considerate for me. i think im too nice to you and you've been taking me for granted. you want to enjoy the clubbing scene and you want me to stay as your best friend. i guess you cannot have the best of both worlds.

and if you were refering to me on your blog when you said you might have accidentally threw away the best thing that happen to you, well you did it that friday night. but if you werent refering to me, then you better hold that thing damn tight because good things dont come around that often.

im done being your jackass..

Thanks Jus!

thanks to jus i have a tagboard! wahaha i think if he wasnt in my class is would fail in alot of my subjects. but thankfully he's there to save me when im lost. thanks juss

I noticed..

what you guys say alot..

NIGEL : eh did i lose weight. or the food is over there!!!
JOURDAN : guys..
WEIHOE : ..!.. @$%& ..!..
BRANDON : :P
JASPER : ...
DARYL : dirty.. or just pretend i dunno
LAM : CHEEBYE!!
SZETOH : OIYOH
CHERN : no seriously sumpa brotherhood
SASHA : NO! ( to nigel only )
hahahah
then i dunno already..

A tribute to wee

im at wee's house now. we went to shaun's house and i lost nigel's laptop at his condo. im sorry wee.. i have a really bad habit of losing things and no matter how much i try i still lose things. guess i need to try harder. i love you wee!

I was feeling sad after i heard about something until a wise told me "just kill your emotion" and a notso wise friend to me "just let it sua la, tomorrow okay one"

when you slammed the front door shut

none of the others opened up

so did my eyes so i can see

that you never were the best for me

and you will linger on

im at jasper's house now and i havent been here for so long. i met up with 2b3 except wei hoe wasnt there. havent see that guy in so long and i miss you. if you're reading this call me out!

and i know i may sound outdated but i think david cook is a really really good singer! like really really good. he's original and has massive vocals. he's like the only artist that i will actually buy a cd from. haha
i was suppose to stay at wee's house when i realised he was going to wake up at 830 to eat breakfast, not suprising from wee. so instead im staying at jasper's place. i have so many things to talk to wee about but nvm it can wait i guess.

i watched the dark night with ben today! and it was okay.. but i expected better from what ben said. hahaha

be yourself

i followed my sisters to some leaders thing and my sister made this speach about being yourself and i think its damn true.
and i realised i love my friends because they are always themselves in front of different people. they dont try and be someone else to please and gain favour and thats the way i like them. OH but cant say the same for tpl because he's not a diff man in front of bungs dont worry. hahahaha loveyouwee.

the person that gets the most criticism takes it the best. or could it be he takes it the best thats why he gets it the most criticism.

i get the message

you know when you call someone out and she says she needs to study. but the next day you call her and she's out. what does that tell you? i think its pretty obvious..

today i went back to barker :)

Endless Rain

i woke up late so i wanted to sleep in but my parents didnt let, and although i was freaking tired i got up and went to school. Walked all the way to my block to realised i couldnt go in cause i didnt wear my shoes. i felt good. met the np cell and went for some prayer thing, its wasnt that bad. then we had supper. and i realised how much i missed chua. haha

okay goodnights ;)

jourdan and nigel :))

I GOT A BLOG!! i took damn long to create this blog. but thanks to jourdan and nigel i finally created it :D thank you. i shall start blogging the next time! i really will.

i love my friends