loving you was just all i was trying to do

i think im quite a good actor. like i can hide my emotions pretty well if i want to. and its good cause then people wont ask are you okay.. are you okay cause sometimes it make things worst. but i feel like a balloon about to burst just cause i hold it in. plus i have no one to talk to cause the ones i trust are proably sick of listening and the others are not very good listeners. honestly i dont think there are many good listeners i know like those damn good ones. the best one i knew was mon. too bad we drifted. oh well..

maybe this will help http://stress.about.com/od/relationships/ht/howtolisten.htm

Take a look at me now

A child is born into innocence, pulled towards good. Then how so did some of us turn out so terribly wrong. Some choose the dark, some choose the light. is it will. is it destiny. can we ever understand the force, that shapes the soul.

-Dr Suresh
hahaha!


isnt life boring..